Sookie's Real Disability
Sookie Stackhouse calling her superpower a disability is universally annoying and self-pitying, but what deeper meaning could be found if we look past that? Sookie’s “disability” is only known to a few people and, in the context of the book, only makes her life easier. But if we put aside the obvious benefits of her disability, and pretend it was something that disables her, what other issues could Charlaine Harris be representing? Sookie’s relationship with Bill could be interpreted as a representation of a (real) disabled person’s struggle to find a partner who treats them as if they did not have a disability.
Sookie makes it clear from the beginning of the text that she would prefer to not have telepathy at all because it can get in the way of her everyday life. Besides the obvious advantages that Sookie’s disability affords her, the way Sookie feels about her telepathy perfectly mirrors the feelings of many disabled people about their condition. The desire for people to see past what makes you different is not uncommon, but it is amplified by an obvious physical or mental abnormality. Sookie’s disability is not obvious from looking at or talking to her because it only exists in her head, but it does affect her relationships a great deal. It is only reasonable for her to feel special when she meets someone who makes her like a normal person.
After Sookie meets Bill she forms special attachment to him because he’s a vampire and she can’t hear what he is thinking. Since the reason Sookie’s involuntary telepathy is so burdensome is because she must focus on it to control it, Bill’s presence makes it feel like her disability was never there to begin with. Sookie can finally experience what it’s like to wonder what someone else is thinking, making her feel “normal” while she’s with him. A very similar thing can happen to a person with a disability in the real world. Finding someone who doesn’t treat you differently because of something that is not in your control can be liberating for a person who has experienced prejudice their whole life.
A darker interpretation of Bill and Sookie’s relationship is that Bill isn’t attracted to Sookie, but the intense feelings she has for him. Bill is the first and only person in Sookie’s life whose mind she can’t read, so it could be that Bill fetishizes the power he has over Sookie. The parallel to this would be a very predatory person entering an intimate relationship with a disabled person because they fetishize their power over that person. It was established early that Bill is “mainstreaming”, so his relationship with Sookie does have some element of his desire to appear more human. This behavior could symbolize Bill isn’t attracted to Sookie; he’s attracted to how the relationship makes him appear.
Bill and Sookie’s relationship can be interpreted in many ways. Although everyone in the world cringes when Sookie calls her telepathy a disability, it isn’t the only aspect of her life that can be interpreted in that way. Her relationship with Bill, whether Bill represents the perfect person or a predatory creep, can certainly be read to represent to a real struggle in the lives of many people living with disabilities.